Sunday, May 9, 20104:03 PM
■ sHeesHa ~
Went sHeesHa with my dearest and dearest friends.
I miss them so much!
I had great time woth them yesterday though its only for a short period of time.
I miss them . Truly miss them.
I miss Hugging my dearest.
I only get to meet him/her for like once a month.
How difficult and sad can i be.
Like a girlfriend leaving the Boyfriend to serve Ns.
and can only sees him only on weekends or once a week.
SAD.
Yes i am.
Sometimes i feel like giving up,
but i dont know whether its worth waiting.
Its not literally me waiting,
I know you have been waiting for almost months..
Im sorry.
I dont know if its good for us if we are officially together.
because I dont wanna have a casper boyfriend whom i seldom sees / meet.
Its hard.
Its really hard.
But I love you and i wanna be with you.
But there a big gap between us.
So much difference.
If im a bad lover,
I could have gone with another guy behind your back.
But im not.
Im still here.
Standing , wating for a change.
or miracles to happen .
I miss them so much!
I had great time woth them yesterday though its only for a short period of time.
I miss them . Truly miss them.
I miss Hugging my dearest.
I only get to meet him/her for like once a month.
How difficult and sad can i be.
Like a girlfriend leaving the Boyfriend to serve Ns.
and can only sees him only on weekends or once a week.
SAD.
Yes i am.
Sometimes i feel like giving up,
but i dont know whether its worth waiting.
Its not literally me waiting,
I know you have been waiting for almost months..
Im sorry.
I dont know if its good for us if we are officially together.
because I dont wanna have a casper boyfriend whom i seldom sees / meet.
Its hard.
Its really hard.
But I love you and i wanna be with you.
But there a big gap between us.
So much difference.
If im a bad lover,
I could have gone with another guy behind your back.
But im not.
Im still here.
Standing , wating for a change.
or miracles to happen .
